almex

still trying to relax my self despite the problems. i really want to make things right, so since monday i started to put smile on problems and ignore the pain. i believe i can never grow if i will just trap my self in such situation that does not need solution as of this moment. he ask for a time to think then i give it to him. if he needs space, i will give it to him. he really needs time to think for himself. i dont know if he's really thinking. (ehehehe!). i know i can give the needs of my child without asking for his help. if he wants to help, i'm open to accept it. i'm sick and tired of running after him and all of a sudden i just failed. if he will always leave me i don't know what will gonna happen. i strongly believe i can surpasss all of these. god bless me.