this is just an ordinary day. seeing people whom i shared problems yesterday. i always hear them saying they wanna give up. they we're so stress in this company. but me?. hmp. i still find my self okay and alright. ehehe. i still enjoy the things that i'm doing. i still love seeing these people who gave me the unexpected experience. marketing gave me the reason to fight with what i think is right. it mold me into someone which i never thought i could be. this may not be the type of job i really wanted but i think this is a good start for me. with in three months of staying in this company, these are the comments of my mates that inspires me to strive harder:

ma'am bea: happy kami keka. happy kami (L-O-L pa si ma'am when she's saying those lines)
ate nhey: as a beginner, magaling ka. (i feel she's proud of me. thank you)

here are thte lines from my supervisor:

ate anne: i see you a TOUGH, SMART, SINCERE and full of potential. not becoz wer friends but dats true. keep dat in mind. nvr let othr dumb, plastic people ruin ur aura.

these are ate anne words that inspires me when i feel giving up:

"mex, i knw dat ur hvng tough days too. i'm so proud of u dat ur so compose n strong willed. keep everythng on track, kaya natin to. i wont leave u, ok? tnx."

hayy. i hope these people will never leave me.
ate NHEY i thank you for appreciating my job and for encouraging me to make my work better. i know you wanna give up but everything happen for a reason. you will never know, malay mo. someday magkakaroon ka na ng family. have faith lang.
ate AI so sad you're about to leave. i wasn't able to spend more time with you. minsan nga busit ka pero okay lang, i understand. good luck with your new career. fly and spread your wing.
ate ANNE, you mean so much to me. thank you for trusting me. thank you, you gave me this kind of opportunity. you help me find my self. your such a big help. i do love you. i know soon you will leave me, but that's life, i will salute you for spreading your wings. thank you.

hirap naman. i need to end this. next time na lang uli.

cute ng baby ko. i love baby xhan. super thankful ako may xhan ako na nagpapasaya sa akin.

hay. until now di ko pa rin maisip na may baby na ako. he is such a blessing in our family. he is the source of our happiness. he is the reason why i keep my self strong despite the hardship. i keep on fighting 'cos he gave me the reason to fight. he is such an angel who makes things happier. i love you baby xhan.

can't control my self.

i really miss them.

gimmick na tayo!

This past few days, I know they we’re talking bout me. Nakakainis pero can’t do anything bout it kasi baka ano pang mangyari. Hmp. I’m just trying to help? Is that really a problem? I don’t wanna make things miserable. I know I can control my emotion. If not?. Hmp. I don’t know. Wala akong alam gawin. What will I do to make my self productive in this company? Di na maganda ang nangyayari. May mga taong plastic na hirap talagang pakisamahan. Last Wednesday, I cried kasi nagmukha akong tanga. They made me feel that I don’t have knowledge bout the work of an artist. Haler! I know I’m not an artist but I know artist can manipulate designs as long as they really have the passion in doing so.

Anyway, buti na lang I have friends who makes me feel special. They really comfort me when I have problems (kaya nga super namimis ko na sila). Kasama ko kagabi sina ane (malapit na siyang maging mother), si mar (sana tapusin na ang school), si teacher jel and teacher vane (mga dakilang Korean teacher). Kakamis ang night life. Nagmeet kami sa coffee acad. Oh syempre, lapangs kami don. Ehehe. Tapos. Nag-lipat kami. Next stop. Balkline. Loud music with san mig effect. Nag-enjoy talaga ako. At syempre sobrang namis ko talaga mga friends ko. Sana next time madagdagan naman kami para mas enjoy.